isn't it the worst when the person who can make you the happiest,
has the power to make you the saddest?

maybe i've sunken pretty low
i want to say sorry but i don't know who to say it to
even though i've only been harming myself .

i'll stop trying not to cry
so i'll just go back to being a little girl
because the feeling of growing up hurts more than
what you and everyone else have ever done

and lastly,
i hate that i keep writing to you .